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slayers_desire) wrote2010-11-11 08:32 am
slayers_desire) wrote2010-11-11 08:32 am
meeting my father
Day 21 – Another moment, in great detail
So after a couple of weeks in my home dimension, I had made it to Los Angeles in my search for my father. There had been a calling that led me to the right direction.
A part of me had still been on edge, because the search for my father had come shortly after I staked my mother. I had still been raw. Still felt abandoned. And well... had sought him out with the purpose of hurting him.
He had hurt when I told him that Drusilla was dead. But strangely... he never took the option of having her in his life, instead of me. And he freed me from the anger and abandonment. And for the first time in my life I let someone into my heart.
It was that day, I started staying with my father. It was at his side that I traveled to Rome. And while we still don't have the kind of relationship that most others do with their fathers, it is coming slowly. It is mending. And I am glad that I sought him out.
Day 22 – Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 – A first, in great detail
Day 26 – Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 – Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 – Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 – Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 – One last moment, in great detail
So after a couple of weeks in my home dimension, I had made it to Los Angeles in my search for my father. There had been a calling that led me to the right direction.
A part of me had still been on edge, because the search for my father had come shortly after I staked my mother. I had still been raw. Still felt abandoned. And well... had sought him out with the purpose of hurting him.
He had hurt when I told him that Drusilla was dead. But strangely... he never took the option of having her in his life, instead of me. And he freed me from the anger and abandonment. And for the first time in my life I let someone into my heart.
It was that day, I started staying with my father. It was at his side that I traveled to Rome. And while we still don't have the kind of relationship that most others do with their fathers, it is coming slowly. It is mending. And I am glad that I sought him out.
Day 22 – Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 – A first, in great detail
Day 26 – Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 – Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 – Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 – Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 – One last moment, in great detail