slayers_desire: (waiting for someone)
slayers_desire ([personal profile] slayers_desire) wrote2010-09-09 10:22 pm
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questions that aren't appropriate for the Nexus

When it comes to her relationship with Clark, April feels comfortable talking to him about almost anything. They had been through so much, by being there for each other in difficult times, practically giving each othera strength and guidance and support.

But there were still topics that we difficult to bring up. Situations where either Clark got all embarrassed and uncomfortable (like when his heat vision flared up after flirtation). Or issues that April quite frankly didn't know how to address.

And the questions were not the kind that April was comfortable to ask in the Nexus.

For the third night in a row, April was dealing with a difficult situation. And it had to do with strange dreams that she had been having. The first night she had tried to find answers in the Nexus library. Her research all dealing with dreamology. It had felt like a good direction, because the dream had not been very clear. It had been a lot different than any other visions that April had previously received during the middle of the night.

The second night, more flashes of the dream had stayed with her when April woke in the middle of the night. At first she didn't understand if it was a vision or not, because she remembered seeing Clark featured in her dream. Laying there in bed, clutching the bedsheets to her sweaty body, April definitely felt that this dream had been something new. Something that she still didn't understand, and laid there not knowing where to seek answers.

Things became clearer by the third night. Because despite her lack of sexual encounters, April had known that it was an erotic dream that had been keeping her up the last three nights. Flashes of the dream, of Clark, of intimacy she had never imagined, still danced in her mind as she sat there in bed. Clutching her sheets to her.

And the questions that laid heavy on her mind was one: would she be able to find a peaceful night's slumber in the next couple of nights; and two: should she talk to Clark about these dreams? Not very experienced in relationships, April didn't know if this was natural. Or if she and Clark were at the right stage in their relationship to discuss more intimate situations.

All she knew was that she wasn't going to be able to fall asleep tonight.