All the statues seem to be so hard for April. And this Clark is handling it so maturely. So when they move towards the next statue, Envy, all her doubts hit her hard. The envy over how strong this Clark is being... the envy over feeling that her older self wouldn't be so embarassing... the envy that she is struggling so much and Clark is the true hero.

April clutches at her hair, tears falling as she fights against envy. In her heart, April knows that they share so much. That neither of them are better than the other. And she holds him again. "Was I this bad the other time?"