There's a lot going on under the surface with Vic, a lot that people don't usually get to see, inner dialogue that stays inner.

She doesn't want to get up when she's still so out of control, when her hands are shaking, and she's crying, and she feels like her entire stomach is going to defect from the rest of her body. So she goes through the processes of calming down. Deep breaths, hiding the hurt, putting on a mask to cover that vulnerability.

When she gets up, carefully, holding onto the bed, she looks almost normal again. "Are you okay? I'm so sorry."