the start of pregnancy hormones

Dear Clark...

So I think my pregnancy hormones have started to kick in. I am crying at the most random times. I am crying when I paint because I run out of blue... or I cry when I get to work in the morning and there are customers waiting for me to open the doors.

I cry because other people are sad. And that is the hardest thing... feeling the emotions of others and having it effect me on such a deeper level.

I cry because I am scared. We are so close to the end of the first trimester... and I have yet to really go through the true 'hormone' stages of pregnancy that will come during the second and third trimesters. How much more will I feel from others? How much will it effect me?

Will I always feel sad? Or will other emotions effect me?

Even writing this letter, makes me cry. And how silly is that?
Yours, April